My mom taught me to run. To hide. To never stay put. To always be aware.
Time didn’t feel finite until I lost her.
I’m alone in the world.
If I run now, I’ll be running forever. It’s time to stop. Turn around. Take a stand.
Stick to one goal. Seems simple. I didn’t bargain on a mellow grease monkey being such a distraction.
Giving in was supposed to be a one-night affair. Yet, somehow, he becomes my roommate, my friend with benefits… my rock.
He offers stability. Security. With him, I don’t feel alone anymore.
As I follow the complex mystery across the country and back, the pieces still don’t fit the puzzle. Steamy nights and days on the road take me closer to the truth.
Except… Danny doesn’t know my secrets. Not all of them. I should confess, but don’t know how.
How do I tell him that his life is in danger?
He’ll ask why? And the answer…?
Because I’m too selfish to let him go.
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Everything is different.
Learning the truth hasn’t loosened the chains.
Do I run? Do I hide? No. I sit. I wait. Comply.
No one seems to have figured out I’m not one of them.
I’m still alone in the world.
Well… I should be alone.
Wanting him is wrong.
We made the sacrifice for the greater good. I gave him to his purpose. Why do our bodies, our desires, our needs, keep forgetting that?
Nothing ever stays the same. Play along. That’s what I’m supposed to do. Who knew it would flip the game on its head?
I’m alone.
Until I meet my prince.
Now there’s a chance of getting out alive.
A slim one.
I’m not one of them, but I have to play by their rules.
My prince’s rules are simple: tell no one.
That means lying to my Heart… for another man.
Will he ever forgive me?
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Some secrets should never be shared…
I need to make the rendezvous. That’s all that matters.
My mind is somewhere else…
Forbidden love.
Our steamy, secret affair is wrong. If anyone found out…
Secrets are easier to keep without allies. Without people asking questions. Without the truth fighting to break free.
Brother stands against brother.
My Heart is too possessive. Too protective. The alpha males are locking horns.
The ranks will crumble. Security falter.
We’ll be vulnerable. Weak. Exposed…
Like I am in front of him. When he touches me, kisses me… takes control…
We’re in every kind of trouble.
I need a truth he can’t give.
We’re drawn together and pulled apart.
We can never be but just can’t let go.
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Run. Hide.
It’s ironic, isn’t it? I’m doing it again.
Styx keeps me safe while I drive him insane.
My Heart could need me. He could need his brother. I’m a burden greater than the one I carry.
As our ranks expand, suspicion and paranoia temper choices.
Who is on our side? Who wants what we want?
We.
For all the doubts, all the uncertainty, we fail to see what’s right in front of us.
I fail to see it.
The threat is growing. It’s getting closer. I feel it but until I face it, I can’t comprehend the terror.
Grief strikes when we least expect it.
There’s no way out. No way forward. We have to save ourselves to save the world.
But I’m weak. Incapable. My strength dwindles.
How does love do it? Endure even when it’s stretched and frayed?
Secrets become betrayal and then…
Survival means sacrifice. Others are willing to surrender.
For me? I hold on. I can’t let go. I should but it’s too much.
How do I get through this when I can’t have the only thing I want?
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The enemy lair is my new home.
Cozy and comfortable it is not.
I do what I’m told… for the most part.
I won’t let them believe I’ve given up.
They need me and I won’t let them forget it.
Everyone is plotting. Scheming. Trying to win.
The future is uncertain. None of us are guaranteed to make it. We’re so far apart and yet I have to trust. I have to believe.
We need an army. A plan. A contingency.
When things go wrong, we have to act on the fly.
Who can we trust?
Who will survive?
Relying on the wrong person could end us all.
I need a guiding light. Hope for a future.
If we don’t have that, our lives are as good as over anyway.
Maybe losing our lives is the only way this ends.
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